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Every burned book enlightens the world. - Emerson

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Location: Singapore

- What in God's name do we have in common with the Dutch? - Our religion, ma'am! - The Dutch have no religion, they have cheese.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

ingmar bergman (14 jul 1918 - 30 jul 2007)

Kurosawa. Altman. And now, Bergman.

All mine Deities lain to dust...

* * * * *

An artist whose works and words I devoured religiously since I first watched Fanny and Alexander in my secondary school days on VHS at the local library. I still remembered the exhilarating feeling of undercovering buried lost treasure when I pluck and bought Persona in LD. And such a sense of hardwon and long awaited ownership when I laid hands on The Seventh Seal, my first Bergman film in DVD.

The lyrical poignancy of marital disintegration that is resolute and irreparable in Scenes From A Marriage. A glimpse into the muted hopes and lost dreams of old age from Wild Strawberries. Ferocious resentment comes to blow with fierce devotion between mother and daughter in Autumn Sonata. Piteous pain and exquisite equanimity gleamed through a rich red tapestry seeping from Cries and Whispers. A portrait of incestuous sibling dependence and affection as a result of parental neglect in Through A Glass Darkly.

And of course, the Film that ignited my Bergman love affair - the fulsome overflowingly rich and dramatic splendour as well as austere macabre severely gripping enchantment of a grand epic battle of wills of Innocence vs Experience, Imagination vs Dogma, Art vs Religion, Laughter vs Lightning, Plenty vs Plain, Femininity vs Masculinity, Child vs Adult, Morals vs Magic that is Fanny and Alexander.

And the unifying theme that connects them all that spoke to me and sealed my attention ~ the everpresent omnipresent presence of Death.

* * * * *

"When I was young, I was extremely scared of dying," he once said. "But now I think it a very, very wise arrangement. It's like a light that is extinguished. Not very much to make a fuss about."

How very wise, indeed.
Another Wise Old Man sails away.
His dreams and thoughts and lives writ
Large, worldwide, bottled in flat crystals
Of celluloid.

Adieu.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

la chanteuse de nova scotia

She is REALLY beginning to grow on me, that melodiously malleable yet metallic voiced muse with the angular bones and quirky vibes...

Better lately discovered than never.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

potter finale, ploughed

Yup , stayed up all night (or rather, day) till 2.30am to gorge on the Book of the Century.

Only 1 predication came through - Snape, in a warped sense. But the Big One about Potter fell flat. Can't say I wasn't a tad disappointed.

It wasn't the Best but the best parts far outshone the rest in the series.

Now I have the rest of the years to suffer from Potter Withdrawal...

Sunday, July 22, 2007

deathly hallows, Sat, 21 Jul

Finally bought it. Refused to read ANY of the press articles about its release worldwide to keep the suspense...

From 6.45am at the glass panel outside the bistro at the end of a long snaking queue, to 8.22am out the round glass entrance, to 8.40 at the counter, it was well worth the wait. Then off to Starbucks for a cosy 3 hour read with nice hot chocolate and caramel and would have lived the whole day there on the corner sofa if not for lunch-dinner at Gene and Wee's. Sigh...

Time to snuggle up and savour The Final Read.

The world and its weariness and problems be damned, for all I care...

Thursday, July 19, 2007

mes achats (et 180 dollars plus pauvres plus tard)

Mais je suis très heureux et content. Quatre dollars soixante cents pour un disque, huit dollars pour double disques. Et tous originals!

:o]

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un. __ Les Essentiels ~ petula clark [quel surpris, la femme anglaise chante en française aussi!]
deux. __ Pedrolira ~ holden [la musique qui très chill]
trois. __ Chansons Pour Les Pieds ~ jean-jacques goldman
quatre. __ En Résumé ~ françoise hardy [ohlala j'n sais pas elle est si bonne]
cinq. __ Vu Par ~ autour de lucie [les remixes]
six. __ Made In Love ~ zazie [comme-ci comme-ça]
sept. __ Zen ~ zazie [très très zhiok]
huit. __ Mieux Qu'Ici-Bas ~ isabelle boulay
neuf. __ Entre Les Mots ~ lena ka
dix. __ Le Best Of ~ eddy mitchell [mélange français de roy orbison et de robert palmer]
onze. __ Immobile ~ autour de lucie

douze. __ J'aime Pas L'amour ~ olivia ruiz
treize. __ Fuck Them All ~ mylene farmer [l'a acheté pour le titre frais]
quatorze. __ Monsieur Clément ~ monsiuer clément
quinze. __ Reviens ~ garou [il a l'air d'un mais il semble comme un ours]
seize. __ Pièce Montée Des Grands Jours ~ thomas fersen [le nom historique intéressant et a aimé simplement la couverture!]
dix-sept. __ 7e Ciel ~ marc lavoine
dix-huit. __ Rêves D'étoiles
dix-neuf. __ Les Premiers Instants ~ bastien lallemant [le chanteur très de regard d'hippie gai]
vingt. __ Elista ~ elista [la couverture comique agréable]
vingt et un. __ Le Coeur Ouvert ~ daniel levi
vingt deux. __ Si On Chantait Plus Fort ~ patrick fiori
vingt trois. __ Rodéo ~ zazie [le meilleur et mon préféré, l'a acheté si je peux avoir le dvd libres et emballage de spécial]
vingt quatre. __ L'aventure ~ ben ricour [chanteur crasseux avec un voix bizarre]

vingt cinq. __ The Village ~ james newton howard
vingt six. __ Heat ~ elliot goldenthal et al
vingt sept. __ The Very Best of Macy Gray ~ macy gray
vingt huit. __ The Magnificent Tree ~ hooverphonic
vingt neuf. __ Sit Down And Listen To ~ hooverphonic

trente. __ Quelqu'un M'a Dit ~ carla bruni [la voix étouffante mais qu'un morceau a tronqué; HMV, pas de la vente mais c'est français de toute façon donc c'est ici...]

Et voila.

Vivre les soldes closing down!

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

what comes around, goes out gone (or comes back up your ass when you least expect it as threads spill outta your head and you wish there's a Pensieve)

Good news - Half month mid year bonus just in.
Bad news - Half gone by mid week.

Good news - Bought heap of French albums galore at très pas cher prices.
Not so bad news - Barely through listening and downloading 16 of 'em, another 10 more to go.

Good news - First 2 weeks of absolute HEEELLL at work just over.
Bad news - Just slapped with another 2 weeks of absoluter HEEELLL in another 2 weeks' time.

Good news - Gran's flat near to completion.
Vague news - Still no ok if staying there is a go or no-go...

Good news - Bought premium chocs at super sale prices...
Sad news - For a dear colleague who's leaving very soon...

Good news - Throat inflammation-ulcer almost gone.
Blahdy news - Chesty hacking cough almost back again.

Good news - Choices upon choices of delish DVD titles at HMV.
Why-bother news - There's never enough time to even remove the plastic wrapping.

Good news - Potter 7 is coming soon FINALLY this Sat!!
Torn news - Gotta spend Sat with Gene, Wee and little En...

Good news - Beginning to get hang of things.
Bad news - Still have nagging thoughts on hanging up.

Good news - Paprika + movie time with Ming = Fri.
Dreads news - Potter 5 x overtime = Fri.

Good news - Thinking of picking up français again.
Excuse news - Mais je n'ai pas l'argent maintenant.

Good news - Strangely blissful despite itching cough and sauna heat in room.
Scary news - Strangely awake still after 1 am despite tiring firefighting work day.

News is such a chore...

Sunday, July 08, 2007

potter 6: some gleanings

Some innocuous things that struck me while reading HBP, with no heads or consequence as to what they mean or might point to:

1. Lily is excellent at potions.

2. Snape teaches Potions.

3. Voldemort asks to teach DADA when Dumbledore is the new Hogwarts Principal.

4. Snape hankers to teach DADA with Dumbledore still residing as Principal.

5. Dumbledore has never been able to keep a DADA professor for more than 1 year after he rejects Voldemort's desire for the post.

Am still digesting and having fun with it before the End comes...

"what the fuck have I gotten myself into...?"

Found meself muttering and mumbling that audibly oftimes lately...

*****

Tomorrow's the do or die day, the make it or break it moment, the first training session of my new department life in the dumphole. And I'm still in doubts about it turning out ok...

Despite going in on Sat to tie up whatever loose ends I could possibly think of (stupidly referring to the checklist halfheartedly and not fervently enough), I'm still not sure if I've covered all bases and it's too late to regret now (I guess I'll just spend the rest of the night fretting)...

Made a lame attempt at skimming through some superficial info on Dubai which I culled on Sat.

Hoping that things work out accordingly as planned, knowing that NOTHING will ever turn out the way you want or hope it to...

'S been a horrifically hectic and hair/hell raising week. 'Nuff said. Just too beat to recount everything that (nearly) slipped my fingers...

And it's not over yet *sigh-snoooooore*...

Even Potter 6 isn't pulling up the spirits as assuringly as all the past Potters have always done, but at least the gripes with a former deputy director and my former department colleagues and Beng and their listening were a bit reassuring and gave a bit of perspective, bless them.

In all, am still in two minds about the work here. Inexplicably and after third thoughts, I'm not ready to yet...

Let's see what the days of hellven brings after 12 Jul and 21 Jul...

Sunday, July 01, 2007

after the first 5 days...

...I conclude thus about the new department and work:

1. I hate periods of adjustment.

2. I hate unreasonable deadlines which fall yesterday.

3. I hate the thought of having to entertain pesky foreign official idiots.

4. I hate having to fret and scramble to secure rooms/equipment at the drop of an email.

5. I hate dealing with inept, clueless and inconsiderate bosses (then again, 'considerate' and 'boss' are anathema).

6. I hate being shunted to lesser priority where before my requests/demands are catered to in a snap but now I gotta waaaaait and cajole and STIIIIILL nothing is done.

Shiiit.

There's just so much training sessions and work and the bloody irritating asshole can still say 'got enough headcount, just multi-task'. Fuck. I just dread this burgeoning creeping feeling that I've been handed the poisoned chalice and have to sip bitter juice for the next 6 months or so or else it's the highway...

But I won't go back. No fucking way. To hell with effing bitches.

Think I better start planning those 'networking' lunches with the other department croonies whenever I can soon...

Sundays are suuuuuch a shitty dread now...

:o[